ugh

i regret sending that aids letter to you already

youre not an entirely callous person, I know you'll probably cry over it..maybe not? i dont want you too but god marty youve made me cry so many times. i know you feel like youve done nothing but thats a cop out, it was NOT all in my head as you would like to believe.

you pushed me, and I reacted childishly and poorly, as per usual. I am far from innocent and I know this.

you used me and I guess I probably used you too but I loved you marty. I still love you.

I want to hold you in my arms and be held by you, I want to taste your mouth on mine again and wrap my legs around your body, feel the warmth of your chest against my breasts

but more than that marty?

honestly at this point more than that I want to forget about you.