I sat there staring at what I had written, and suddenly the conversation updated. You were there on the other side of the screen... my heart was tight in my chest

you just said "thanks".

an hour later

to me

show details Jul 1 (2 days ago)

My friendship with Leanne is nothing that you have described here. You have no idea what you are talking about. I have been friends with her for 13 years and we share mutual friends that i have had for over 30 years. You are seriously talking out of your ass. We have all helped each other throughout the years. Nobody is "using" anybody. So your point about her is ridiculous and irrelevant.

I didn't complain about the $50.00 western union thing. I was very grateful. I originally said it wouldn't make sense to send that amount. I wasn't complaining about it.

I considered your loan last summer as an investment loan. And you will get that back plus more. I never had any intention of just taking money from you. And I have sent you money when you were in need of it also. I don't think you need to go there. I thought it was about helping each other not any type of usery /whore bullshit as you have now painted this. This is really sad. I am sorry that you actually believe this crap. I don't expect you to actually deal with this rationally. Because that would involve actually looking at the truth. I am not perfect. I understand that. But i don't deserve this crap at all. This is completely warped and distorted reality crap.

Sorry I brought up Tempest. It was just that all this is going on in the same week. It felt overwhelming. I wasn't "following" you to Bear. That is ridiculous. We all show up there.

I'm not going back to SL anyway. So enjoy yourself.

You seem to have a need to villain-ize me to justify your actions and feelings. Fine. Have fun with that. I can't help you to see this any differently.

Good luck with everything. I hope your life is awesome. I love you and I care about your well being.

so... DO NOT get aids and die.

m

fuck you M, this is so filled with passive agression and complete inability to take any responsibility.

I ignored you.

then days later you wrote again determined to hurt me, "flying west coast" can mean nothing other than "I am going to go fuck Leanne"

to me

show details 3:52 AM (12 hours ago)

I am flying out to the west coast. I just wanted you to know that I will miss you and have fond memories of you. I'm sorry that you feel so badly about me. I wish things could be different. Be well

You may use this as fodder to make fun of me if you wish. But I meant it.

m






Fuck you fuck you fuck you

ive asked you to leave me alone, to let me get over you and you write me emails to tell me you love me, and that youre going off to fuck leanne?????

what sort of jerk are you anyway?

this is exactly what I am talking about, a good person wouldnt do this marty a good perosn would let mer get over you without unecessary pain

enjoy leanne, enjoy having someone mentally and physically close to hold

I havent had that in years, but thank you for rubbing it in.. ty for reminding me that instead of finding that for myself i wasted 2 years on you.

fuck you jackass