I miss you but im not sure what it is I miss..

I dont miss the arguments
i dont miss feeling rejected and insecure
I dont miss the sick feeling of being kicked in the gut everytime you mentioned another girl
everytime you said something insensitive

you are one of the most insensitive jackasses who i have ever let hurt me.

What I liked about you those first 5 months, the ONLY months we ever got along, is that you were so sensitive...so i dont really buy it..I dont buy that you had NO Knowledge of how you hurt me and continued to hurt me.

i dont know what I miss.

nothing i guess.

I wanted to say I love you and have you say it back..i wanted to talk dirty to you and know you were turned on..i wanted to plan trips to make our fantasies real..i wanted you to want me like me respect me love me kiss me fuck me hug me hold me sing to me, joke with me eat with me cook with me walk with me play with me laugh with me watch movies with me.

fuck you.