Wednesday, September 8, 2010

you win


Dear Justin

he's everything good that youre not
hes everything I wanted that you will never be
he's who I waited my entire life for

You win anyway though dont you?

finding him means nothing when it ends like this.

In large part due to my own fuckups
in small part due to your existance in my life
your abuse to my mind and body
you contributed
I chose to act the way I did but you contributed,
you had a part to play
you win

I found him and pushed him away
you win

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